Friday I went back to looking ahead. So many unpleasant tasks. Too many unknowns.
As l was serving my time for my rubber stamp degree, it was difficult to find work. I wondered if it was not a reflection of the future.
I turned a wonderful lady down because of fear of the Undiscovered Country among other things.
About a year ago I found myself looking in the mirror everyday, after hours of vain job searches.
"Yeup, I was right. I hope she is better off."