January 14, 2004
Hallucinations
I think Gary is the only I have ever told so far about the strange hallucinations and dreams I had while recovering from brain surgery. It was over 13 years ago now, and I am not so scared about them anymore.
In fact, I don’t think I ever wrote them down.
One such, which looking back, seems pretty funny. The gist of it is that my whole body got sucked into a syringe. I was like inside out, but I still could see and what not. It was weird; there was a whole car lot and some buildings in there too.
Another time I thought my little brother, Jonathan, who was the doctor and my sister as a nurse where standing over me, trying to shove this Blow Pop down my throat. I fought them off and pulled it out. When I came to, my hands were tied and I had a tracheotomy site on my throat.
One time when my parents came to visit, I swear my little brother was there too. Jonathan kept tossing the bean bag up and down and the noise was really bothering me. They kept telling me that he wasn’t there, but I insisted that I could see him.
My Dad figured out what was going on and I think he convinced the nurses to change pain medications or something. I never had weird stuff after that. Unfortunately one nightmare came back to haunt me. It was about some bullies at my junior high school.
Posted by Michael at January 14, 2004 08:46 PM